Wow... What a day

Hey my friends .. and ... my man!

Today was weird. First let me say I am still enjoying my time off. I have needed some quality time off for a while- and even though I am still working from home it is still awesome. I really didn't realize how stressed I was. Being off from school helps too. What made today weird? Well, I cleaned house and I actually felt like doing it. I did laundry and moved some stuff around in the bedroom and threw stuff out so that the closet actually closed. That made me feel great. You would think that having a closet open wouldn't affect you-- but it does. For me anyway. It just represented how chaotic my life is. There is never any order. Now granted I am not an organized person and my personality is such that chaotic doesn't get to me that bad. But certain things really do. I don't understand why but closets being so clogged up that they wont even shut and crap is hanging on them and around them strewn on the floor and stuff REALLY bugs me. So that is finished and I can close them.. yaaa. I have SO much more to do. Unorganized and a complete disaster are two totally different things. The house is a complete disaster! But I am working on it.

That's weird ... you have to hold down the shift button to get a new paragraph!! LOL

Well we made the commitment today. We signed up for a gym membership. We chose Urban Active. We need it- but I am scared. Scared we will do it for a month or so and then give up. I really hope not. I will have to pray for guidance and strength. Maybe if we push each other we can make it work. This gym is totally awesome. It has a pool, racket ball court, separate men's and women's locker rooms- the women's locker room has a sauna, whirlpool, showers, lockers and a separate women's only work out center!- The men's has the sauna, whirlpool, showers, locker room and a separate lounge area with a 52 inch screen TV. They have TWO floors of equipment, a room for cycling group classes, a THEATER MOVIE room with elliptical machines, treadmills, and stair machines and you do them in the dark while watching this movie on a movie screen. They have scheduled movies so you can go when there is a movie that you want to watch. They have ALL kinds of group classes including ZUMBA- a dance class. They have a track for jogging or running - which has certain days that you run left and certain days you run right.. lol. They have a 20 machine area - kind of like curves- you do 45 seconds on each machine. They even have stair machines that look like a dang escalator - steps and all. They have aerobics classes, a room just for the ball exercise thingies... HUGH gym- never seen anything like it. I just cant wait to get started. I am excited about it- and I hope we can continue to motivate each other.

Well that's all I have right now. Will write more later- Love and Hugs,
C